Hopefully, you read yesterday's entry for Life with Lynnie (LwL). If you didn't, I suggest you do so, now.
When you have read the LwL entry, you'll know that I shared music/lyrics with you.
Even though it isn't considered to be Christian music, it truly touched my heart and mind. After all, it was in my heart and mind when I awoke, recently.
Why was it there?
At first, I wasn't sure. Just like I normally feel when I first wake up after sleeping.
Like normal, I prayed and while the music kept playing inside me, I realized why it was happening.
Like before, I felt God was speaking to me.
You see, even though I haven't told you, I have been going through what I call a living hell.
Not just with my physical health, even though I have been praying and asking Him to heal me. But, also with family and friends who have hurt me in many ways.
I must admit, that even though He helps me always, I did have a day when I was feeling truly upset.
On that day being upset, I cried... over, and over again. Plus, I prayed... and spoke with Him.
Being frustrated, I actually did something I normally don't do, because I do trust Him. I asked Him if He truly loved me, or not... because I felt He hadn't healed me, and hadn't made me feel like my life was important enough to Him to make me feel better that day.
Please know that after I did that, I truly felt heartbroken, for I realized that I must have upset God. After all, I truly love Him, and don't do things like this often, for I trust Him. So, I apologized, and repented.
However, as I already mentioned, the song truly touched me. And, I felt that He was loving me enough to help me feel better, by talking to me through the music, and letting me know He truly does love me.
2 Timothy 1:7, "For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind.".
Amen! For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind!
Yes, God has helped me... every day of my life. And, truly spoke to me through music, much like the song He played in my heart and mind.
He let me know that He loves me... and I am always on His mind.
Just as you are, even though you may be going through horrible things in your life. Well, only if you belong to Him.
I belong to Him.
To belong to Him, all you need to do, is to gain salvation and everlasting life, by trusting in/believing upon our Lord, Jesus Christ.
Then, you'll be loved, forever.
Until next time...
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