Monday, July 29, 2013

Direction?

It's been a while since I gave you an update concerning my health, here on Life with Lynnie (LwL).  So, today's the day!

As you may or may not be aware, it's been rather stressful knowing that I still do not have a surgeon to do the surgery/operation that I require.

Especially, since my current surgeon originally told me I need it done... now.  That was a couple of months ago.

It would be easy for me to write about the tension of conversations with my current surgeon, but what good would that do?

It would only serve to upset me as I recall conversations.  And, I would just begin to feel frustrated, once again.

I will say that I finally heard from my surgeon, regarding the last of the four (4) surgeons, here in the province of Ontario, capable of doing the surgery I require.

My current surgeon called me at home, to let me know that he had e-mail conversations with that Toronto surgeon.  And, he let me know that the Toronto surgeon wants to do a teleconferencing call, sometime in early August.

Sigh...

I'm not sure why I will have to wait until sometime in early August to go to the hospital where I had my two (2) previous surgeries and proceed with the teleconferencing call, as requested.  But, I wonder if it has something to do with the fact that my current surgeon is going to be away until the beginning of August.

In any case, I am thankful that I was at least contacted, to this regard.  It was horrible not knowing whether or not the Toronto surgeon wanted anything to do with my health needs, or not.

Of course, I do not know if he will, or not.  So, there is still no answer for me.

After shaking off those feelings of frustration once again, I just placed my trust in Jesus.

Doing so, reminded me of Proverbs 3:5-6, "Trust in the Lord with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding.  In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths."

If you know me at all, you'll be aware that I do trust in the Lord... with all my heart.  I realize that I can do nothing without Him.

With regards to the waiting situation concerning my health, I realize that there is nothing I can do to speed things along.  Everything happens in His time, not mine.

So, I'll just have to wait.  And, my Lord will direct the path my life will take.  

So whether I survive or not, it is truly up to God.


Until next time...

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